I wish there comes a day that I can know people's ulterial motives within a few minutes..like in driving, even before a car changes lane, before they even flash, I know they want to change lane, because of the way their will is transfered to the car's weels...I wish there comes a day, that people stop being in secure and stop gossiping about other people, I wish there comes a day that people help each other for the betterment of each other..

By the way there is another position I am going to apply too..supervisor of a department in my company.

Art of being calm

I am learning to be calm..I am learning to ignore the ones who want to intentionally hurt me or make me over react to some issue...I learning to not save the world..not because it's not important to show and share other poeple different views in life..to break their biast..but I am learning..I am learning that some people are not worth my time and energy...they are lost..specailly men..why are some of you men, such idiots?why don't you understand where is the appropriate time to joke around and know a good time not to?thanks to those jerks, I am learning to ignore them like bugs that are around..never pay attention to them...I am learning to be calm..learning to not over react and keep my cool...just laugh at them in my heart..despite the fact that sometimes its too hard not to laugh out loud about their stupidity..
Please don't take this note personal..I am just writing this because I am mad at this guy at my work..who has the biggest ego and think he is some sort of art!!!!although everyone hates him..I can't beilieve how people act two-faced around him...since I can't be like them..I just decided to act as a deaf person..no emotion in my face when he talks to me..no answer from me...short and sweet..so I am not lying and I am not acting against how I really feel.

Anyways after all the negitivity;)I should tell you that I got the interview for the business analyst position. what do you think they will ask me?

La Bouche

The story of how I got introduced to La Bouche, while I was in Iran is very funny. Being a good girl and never once think about breaking school rules..I was scared to death to get a mixed tape of La Bouche and some other artists..but Solmaz my classmate put it a book under the table and gave it to me she was so calm..and I was nervous to my bones..as if I was handeling some thing very strange!!put it in my bag..the whole experience was frightening to me..despite the fact that my high school wasn't as religous as my middle school but the memories were lasted I guess;)!!anyways I loved this song and used to sing with it for about a year then:)Now everytime I hear it, it takes me back to my highschool years and the times I was in Iran..Now I will share it with you.

La da da dee da da da da...

Be my lover, wanna be me lover
Looking back on all the time
we spent together
You oughta know by now
If you wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover
Go ahead and take your time, boy you gotta feel secure
Before I make you mine, baby,
you have to be sure
You wanna be my lover
Wanna be my lover, wanna be my lover

La da da dee da da da da...

J.E. at work!!!

Yesterday was one of the stressed days at QC...and it is all because the new supervisor can't put her foot down and say to the other supervisor's of the packaging and production "NO"...It's amazing in the time that you think you have figured something out..there comes some one else with new view on the same issue..for example, My new supervisor asked our team to be in the range of time that we are suppose to be at work..no more and no less..now my argument was that why does she care if I stay more!!she wants the project done, right?plus we don't get paid for the first 45 minutes afterwork anyways!!I couldn't logically solve this mystry, I think because I was looking at it just with eyes wide shut!!!This new friend of mine, who is wiser and older and more experience in working environment told me that it is possible that she wants no one to feel left out in the team..you may want to stay for the goodness of your heart but other people might interpret this differently..this was the angle I didn't examine in my logical reasoning!This friend works at a consulting firm and I think those companies are very stressful to work at, since there is no real product from the company, and sometimes they actually lose money if they don't get good deals on projects..anyways his advice that I would like to pass it on to you is that, you have to be smart in reading in between the line!!there are somethings that are not said but you should figure it out..I guess this is applicable for the other aspect of life as well..but I don't know what will happen with the issue of miscomunication since its not clear.....anyways I think I want to explore other options in my career now..I like what I am doing since I am learning new thing everyday, but I don't want to just scientifically excel..I want to enter in the land of marking and bussiness..I have applied to a bussiness analyst and market predictor's areas;)so we will see how it goes, despite the fact that I highly doubt I get this job since I don't have any experience or much of a bussiness degree in it!!but they say ENGINEERS RULE THE WORLD..so I am applying based on that;)